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All of my life I have experienced vivid and complex dreams, and now I realise that on many occasions I must have been lucid for a few moments but the shock of the experience always woke me up immediately. Anecdotal evidence from friends suggests that most people experience moments of lucid dreaming during their life but are usually startled awake very quickly by the strange feeling.
In 1988 I saw a TV documentary on non-commercial TV about a group of Dutch sleep researchers who had a test subject who was a skilled lucid dreamer. At first I wasn't sure what this expression meant, but we soon learn that his special skill is "waking up inside a dream". In an experiment they ask the subject to perform a specific task if he experiences a lucid dream. Upon becoming lucid, he was to move his eyeballs 5 times to the left and 7 to the right. Upon waking the subject says he dreamt he was walking along a canal in his home town and he saw a pretty girl and kissed her. It was such an improbable event in the dream that it triggered a lucid state and he remembered what the researchers asked him to do. In the dream he moved his eyes in the prescribed pattern, and sure enough, there on the recording equipment are 12 spikes of eye movement, 5 to the left and 7 to the right. This was the first recorded case of a sleeping person communicating with the outside (waking) world.
As an aside, this documentary finally dispelled some folklore from my youth where I was told that "dreams happen in a fraction of a second". It was quite clear from the research that subjective time in dreams is identical to real clock time.
NOTE--I have absolutely no details about this TV documentary I've described. Any information to help identify the show would be most welcome.
This TV documentary had a stunning effect upon me. Within a few days of seeing the TV show I had a dream where I was walking through the streets of Brisbane at night (I had been up there for work a few weeks earlier). In a typically corny way I was wearing only socks and a T-shirt in this dream and I felt embarrassed to be standing in the middle of the street. The comic idiocy of the situation hit me and in the dream I remembered the TV documentary and said to myself "this is just like that TV show I saw". BINGO! That was it...I realised I was inside a dream and I became lucid. Suddenly my fears dissolved and the night air around me became warm and tropical. I remembered that the subject in the TV show often would fly at will, so emulating him, I raised my arms in the air and started to drift upward. I rose a few feet into the air and then slowly drifted downwards as gently as a floating leaf, bouncing to a stop in my chest, body outstretched like a swimmer. I thought this was rather amusing and stood up and tried again. This time I felt more confident and relaxed and I rose 20-30 feet into the air, looking down at the people, cars and street lights below me. I was so excited by flying that I burst awake, sitting up in bed with my heart racing and a feeling of euphoria and exhilaration unlike anything I had experienced before. That was my first short lucid dream.
Soon after my first lucid dream I started looking for any documentation on the subject. I found a lot of contradictory dream interpretation books full of fortune telling nonsense that were clearly of no help. I found one serious book (name and title forgotten) written by someone who had experienced a nearly identical introduction to lucid dreaming as myself. This book described how you can help trigger lucid dreams by the technique of reality testing in which you continually ask yourself while awake "is this a dream?". Additionally, just before going to sleep you repeat a mantra like "tonight I will fly", or whatever expression you think is catchy enough to be remembered inside a dream. These techniques may sound childishly simple, but I have found that they work. On many occasions I have been in the middle of a normal jumbled dream when suddenly something happens that matches one of the reality testing scenarios or mantras and this triggers a lucid state.
From 1988 to 2002 I have experienced hundreds of lucid dreams. I find that they tend to arrive in cycles with a period of weeks or months. I have no definite proof, but I think that lucid dreams tend to occur more frequently when life is flowing well and there is less stress.
My general advice to people who want to stimulate lucid dreams is to keep the subject in your mind continuously. Discuss lucid dreams, muse over them, read about them and run mental exercises to find keyword links between waking life and the nonsense that normally happens in dreams. Nightmares can be turned around and used to trigger lucid dreams. A few times a year I might still have nightmares where I'm chased by a monster or trapped in some threatening situation (I expect many people will identify with this), but quite often the absurdity of the threat leads me to think in the dream, "this is crazy, it must be a dream, I'm dreaming", and this will trigger a lucid state. I recall many occasions where I've been running in panic from some dream threat, only to realise it was a dream, become lucid, turn around to find the threat has vanished and then I will take control of the dream and fly away. You can turn nightmares into lucid dreams.
Many lucid dreamers I have corresponded with have backed my experience that "going lucid" is a sudden event in a dream. I often use the expression "triggered the lucid state" to describe how some event, coincidence or threat in a dream has brought about a lucid state. It seems that many other lucid dreamers have noticed the same sequence of events. It would appear that stimulating lucid dreaming is a search for the correct "trigger" that leaks from waking life into your dreams. Waking from a lucid dream is one of the most pleasant experiences I know of. Without exception I will wake with a feeling of relaxed euphoria that lasts for hours.
In almost every lucid dream the follow themes tend to recur:
This last item is rather curious and deserves some explanation. Upon going lucid I almost always experience a perceived change in the atmosphere and temperature. No matter what may be happening in the dream, I find that as soon as I go lucid the temperature and humidity rises around me. The tropical atmosphere that arrives with the lucid state is wonderfully pleasant and relaxing. I posted a question about this "tropical" effect a few years ago in the news:alt.dreams.lucid newsgroup and received a few replies about similar (but not identical) experiences. This topic remains open for further research.
1994 October 12 (Wed)
Music in the Supermarket
There is a huge lane beside a supermarket, bright lights, people bustling about with trolleys and parcels. I back a (transparent?) car into it waiting for someone (who?) --GAP-- The lane represents an enormous MIDI sequence file of music I have written. Peter and Mareya are there to listen to it, as we travel up the lane/corridor (no-one about now), the music unfolds. It's a beautiful hypnotic cycle (like glass or Oldfield), but it develops through the various instruments, all the parts are audible, clear trombones in low harmony rising through the complex arpeggios of synth and reeds. Some bad transitions are heard (I turn around and make a screwed up face, everyone chuckles). "Oops" I say.
Chasing Marcia through Hampton
Somewhere in Hampton (similar to Nannies/Ours/Rosewarnes old houses), Marcia and I are travelling between them, and suddenly she turns are rapidly heads back where we came from. I'm furious, I have a bike and follow her, hard work riding up hill. Eventually reach her, furious, and she says she had to go back or she was going to be sick. I'm still angry, "You could have just yelled out "sick" or something - such as waste of time. Where we are now there are animals or various types around, part domestic, part farmyard.
Hit by a Car!
Somewhere in Frankston, my Mum (maybe?) dawdles crossing the highway and gets hit in the backside by a sports car, she doesn't care, but the driver's furious. Verbal confrontation, but I bluff him into forgetting it. I wander off.
A TV Mystery
Some kind of TV mystery. Word has come down that a woman has hung herself in a police station. "She cut strands of her hair and did it that way", someone says. Everyone's amazed at the ingenuity. We have to find the truth. I'm in a large open office space (like a newspaper), very busy. Some young woman with an oval face and black hair has tried to duplicate the feat and has hacked huge hunks of hair from her now lopsided head, and is knees-up bobbing in mid-air like a bungy jumper, platted hair twice around her neck, grimacing, saying "It doesn't work very well". Everyone laughs and wanders off "What a dork" we are thinking. I head off to meet for an investigation.
1994 October 13 (Thu)
Over an Alien Moon
Orbiting over the moon Miranda, the rocky grey almost SLR like image of the bleak surface reveals a giant artefact of non-human origin in the shape of a giant "staircase" tens of kilometres high, it seems as if giant hands have taken the rock and moulded it rather roughly into steps and banisters, all dark clay like grey. Landing on the surface, many people are there, including Brett. We wander around the rocky steppes, gently hopping from one place to another. Eventually everyone is moving off forming a long line that meanders down a flat path hewn into the sides of the mountains, it's like a holiday hike. The path leads down and down to an ocean or lake and a small town in the far distance (very un-moon like).
Flying Over Sydney
I'm flying in long gentle swoops like superman over the suburbs of Sydney, the houses and roads are like a 3-D road map. I spot a huge bridge that carries road and rail, I bank and glide down along side the bridge, observing the delicate meandering railway tracks and power line that are spun through it. I rise higher and follow the railway line, going faster and faster (like a high-speed motion picture from the front of a train), I try to anticipate the twisting and turning of the tracks as they peel away in unexpected turns, but I manage to keep up. I want to follow them all the way to Melbourne, "great to arrive home" I thought. As the rail crosses another bridge over a wide black river I rise very high and find I can't fly forward, but fly up and back like a gentle wind is pushing me. "Damn" I think, "why does this keep happening when I'm flying" I ponder (almost lucid here, but don't reach it). I shrug and fly off.
Wine & Food at an Old House
There's a group of about a dozen people milling in and around a half-built wreck of a house. It would be quite good if the building was completed (there are open wall frames), and all of the rubble was cleared out of the yards. It's on an open country property, and seems to belong to a wine maker, he's busily opening bottles of wine and preparing a delicious salad in a huge round flat tub that reminds me of a butter churn or washing machine. I see smoke coming from the far end of the house upstairs. I rush up and find something smouldering. I think Marcia is there with some others, they shout to get some water or something to put of the fire as it might spread, apparently we all have put our travelling belongings in the same room, so it's quite urgent. I run downstairs, find hundreds off bottles of wine, grab one a random and as I rush back to the fire I read that it's a 1985 red wine with a lovely old label. I rip the top off and spill about 1/5th of the wine, I prepare to pour the wine on the fire, but it's gone out by itself. I go down to the winemaker/owner to complain that he can't just let fires break in the house, he's not really concerned, still occupied by preparing food. I'm hiding the bottle from him, I think if he sees it he'll want it to be added to the other open bottles, I figure I'll take advantage of the situation and keep the fire extinguishing wine for my private enjoyment.
A Pool of Beautiful Fish
There is a huge rock pool full of clear water. Some people are blocking the two entrances to the natural pool to trap fish inside. The trapped fish are mainly beautifully coloured tropical fish and various shapes and patterns. "You not going to eat these" I exclaim (to the invisible people around me), I glide amongst the fish, observing their colours and shapes, then I see a dolphin (but it seems almost human), "okay, open up the pool again" I demand.
Classroom Exams
There is a classroom full of people, as I wander through them, two pairs of people try to attract my attention to help them, "these guys are closer, so they're first" I say. I think that they are going to ask me computer related questions, so I'm quite eager, then I see they are doing maths problems of frightening complexity, I can read the pages quite clearly. One problem has a huge radical in an integral, whew! But then I see that some of the terms under the radical are the Abelian elliptic functions sn() and cn(). "Shit a brick, where'd you get these from?" I ask.
Musical Bluff at the Airport
As I wander through a huge exposition-like hall full of bustling people and stalls, a young lady at a JAL (I think) stand explains how if I can give proof I can play the drums then I can win a discount holiday. I know I can't really play the drum-kit, but I bluff her by saying I can play practically every instrument, mostly orchestral ones, does that count? She muses and says it would be okay. I watch a skilled person play the drum-kit in the dream, but they have nothing to do with what's going on (I feel I'm running simultaneous dreams), I try to think of all the orchestral percussion instruments I can play that don't require actual drumming skills - tubular bells, xylophone and glockenspiel, etc.
1994 October 15 (Sat)
Feeding Birds
Out in the back yard, it's sunny and hot, large birds arrive, I want to feed them.
Messy Food
In the kitchen, I'm unwrapping newly purchased food from gladwrap, there's a slice of cheesecake or quiche, but it's all tangled up. I go and sit on the toilet and continue trying to untangle the wrapping (shades of Monty Python). Eventually it unwraps and crumbles everywhere, I cradle all the bits and return to the kitchen without using the loo. The plastic wrapping also reveals a pasticci and one other item of food. The food falls onto the surface of the open oven door (the oven is where the sink should be), I'll put it into the fridge.
1994 October 16 (Sun)
Zooming into a Nova
I am on what appears to be the Star Ship Enterprise, on its way to find the core of a supernova that recently exploded. As we accelerate through space I'm looking forward as if my eyes are the part of the ship. There's nothing solid around me. We dive down and down into the expanding clouds of a stellar debris, further and further, like diving into a fractal. As we pass through clouds of gas, the ship (myself) shudders slightly like a car driving into a pool of water. The ship's power pushes through the resistance down into the centre of the supernova. The centre is surrounded by brilliant white bubbles that form clusters like soap bubbles or grapes. They are so bright I can hardly look directly at them. In amongst the drifting clouds of gas I see the face of an elderly man form, observe us, then dissolve. I'm on the ship now lying on a medical examination table, the staff are threatening me with some medical instruments. They want proof of who I am, "Obviously it's me" I exclaim, but they're not satisfied. Apparently something has happened to upset the stability of everybody's identity. We seem to have stumbled into a war, there are cylindrical transparent tubes containing real soldiers in powerful (Robocop like) fighting armour, although they might be models.
Playing Pink Floyd
I'm walking along with some friends, another chap's holding a guitar, and so am I. I suggest we have a "jam & doodle". I ask him to play the slow background riff to Wish You Were Here, and he starts, at the right point I interject with the acoustic lead intro, but he's not keeping the beat steady.
Roadblock of Magpies
I'm driving up on over the crest of a hill on the large freeway with tram tracks in the middle, it's clear and warm. I'm stopped by a crowd and a traffic jam where hundreds and hundreds of magpies are covering the road. Suddenly they rise into the air like a black and white wave; the air is filled with clouds of beating silent wings. The road is not clear yet, the magpies have left behind tens of thousands of small crawling animals, like lemmings these small dark creates are migrating en masse down the freeway heading away from us, people are watching, amazed.
Parking Fine
I walk back down the freeway to my VW parked by the side of the road. Someone driving a tram has placed a parking ticket on it ... it's for $250! I'm flabbergasted! I shout to the tram driver that he has no right to fine me. The inside of my VW has been expanded like the TARDIS to contain huge bucket seats and a wall separating the front and back seats. I don't drive the VW.
Strange Computer Centre
I wander off and help some one unravel a long tangled hose by the side of the road, it's not really a hose, it's some sort of computer cable being run through a building or house nearby. I enter the building to find it's part house and part office, the floors doors and walls are arranged in a non-rectangular way, the corridors pass over and through other rooms, intersecting and overlapping to form a shape like a partly dismantled rubics cube. I stop with some others at a large automatic glass door, the person in front of me is playing open-shut-open-shut with, juvenile I think, we pass through out into a large clear courtyard.
1994 October 17 (Mon)
Exhibition at my High School
I'm wandering around my old school in Frankston, I know I don't go there any more, I catch a glimpse of some girls lined up militarily outside in the pouring rain, very uncharacteristic I think, perhaps they're being punished. I walk up through the office area and find the old small courtyard has been replaced with an enormous exposition hall, filled with a meandering crowd that flows pass the various expositions, pausing to look at those of interest. It's very much like The Great Australian Science Show. Exhibits in vast glass cases from major companies like Telecom and BHP. Down the back is a display from Indonesia of lines of curving pipes exiting from the sides of a model supertanker, also in a huge glass case, the ship and pipes are painted soft jungle colours, from certain angles you can see the pointillist image a tiger amongst the jungle. Far down at the rear of the Expo I come out into an open farmyard with animal pens and sheds. Someone is following me, a teacher or the headmaster I think, he's keen to tell me about the farmyard, I don't want to talk to anyone, I walk faster but he catches up and starts explaining it to me, I feign interest for him.
Mysterious Surgery
Part of a much larger forgotten dream, I find I have a scar with stitches under my left breast, It must be some kind of heart operation, I can't get anyone to explain what has happened (shades of Ray's cyst removal, and Picard's artificial heart).
Weird Comedy Club
I am in small but happy crowd at some sort of comedy club, the small faded wooden stage is occupied by a very weird bunch of people in stupid clown-like costumes performing a bizarre slapstick pantomime. The actors move among the audience. As I walk over to the edge of the hall to make (or answer) a phone call, one of the actors removes a huge mask in the shape of a mouse head, and inside sitting merrily is a real small white mouse, it's whiskers twitching. This seems actually very funny at the time. I finally starting talking on a mobile phone to someone about MIDI music and composition via computers, we seem to be agreeing about how great it is, I tell him I've got a copy of Musicator, does he know of it?
1994 October 18 (Tue)
Dreaming I'm Awake
I have been awake for some time since dawn, I have nothing urgent for today so I try and relax and doze off, apparently I do, because I dream that I'm in bed trying to get to sleep. In the dream I put on my blinkers and feel the tangled sheets and try to straighten them out, Marcia comes in and closes the blinds to help me, the room is filled with a suffuse sepia glow (I can see through the blinkers). I am really asleep now, another dream starts...
Peeling Bark
I'm examining a tall native tree, bark seems to be peeling off it. I poke the crusty bark with a long pole to see if the tree is healthy.
Adventures in a Car Park
A dream of such staggering complexity that it could be made into a feature film.
I'm walking through the City streets to return to my car which I left in an underground car park. As I approach the block where the car park was, I find that a couple of city blocks are occupied by a vast construction site and everything is coated in pale shitty colored mud. The mud is so thick on the ground in parts that I can hardly walk, I see other disgusted people slogging through the mud also. The mud also drips from building ledges and planks of wood and building materiel piled all around, I wrap my thick jumper and coat tightly around me to keep warm. I find that the car park has been turned into a vast control centre of construction, occupied by busy and official looking people, there are armed and uniformed guards snooping around for civilian intruders, I see an unfortunate victim collared and dragged off by two burly guards. I don't to get caught, I seriously doubt if they could detain you or charge you with anything, but for some reason I don't want to be intimidated by them, it's a matter of pride to outwit them. I hate uniformed gooks! At first I walk around trying to blend in with the real workers and staff there, my clothes have a slightly bedraggled look which helps me appear like a supervisor. At first I try to hide behind stanchions from the guards and officials, and look for a clever way out, but the place is enormous. I decide to blend in, I walk diagonally right through a path of concrete that is being laid, I pretend to be examining the work. Everyone ignores me (it's very James Bondish). I navigate my way to the exit doors, manned by guards and reception staff who are distributing passes, outside the exit doors I can see normal city streets, I don't know why but I want to leave (I don't seem to worry about retrieving my car any more). I walk straight up to the reception desk and staff, I'm just about to explain confidently that I'm from interstate and make up some story like that, but one of the staff (who doesn't seem very bright) says "Do you want to take a lunch break'". "Sure" he says and pushes a tiered tray of identification tags towards me. Apparently I'll have to pick mine out. I pretend to browse through them, I either say it's not there because of some interstate foul up, or, YES ... I see one that hasn't been completely signed, or the signature is very small. I complete my name, making the pen stroke continue from the previous ones. I complete my name Greg Keogh, giving a flowery flourish to the gh so it seems similar to the previous one. The previous pen was dark blue, mine is black, I hope they won't notice. So they don't examine it, I place it on my chest and say "Do I wear it here?". "Nup" he says and puts his hand out for it. I hand it to him and turn to walk briskly through the open security exit doors, knowing that by the time he finds anything wrong with it, I will be through the doors, and I know they have no authority outside of those doors. I take a large confident stride to the exit ... I wake up.
Jogging in the Rain
I'm jogging along the grassy side of a road with a beach on my right. Rain is driving in from the ocean, but it's partly sunny, this is just a passing light storm. Further down the road is a shop, I want to stop for a drink or snack, but there are several people clustered around it's locked front door. Someone complains about them shutting the shop in the middle of the day, the shop owners can clearly be seen out in their back yard setting up for a relaxing afternoon.
A Party with the Rich & Famous
I'm at a huge party attended by the rich and famous, and lots of politicians. Dozens of us a milling pleasantly around what seems to be a hotel with lots of mezzanine floors and balconies. Someone is giving party secrets always by talking loudly about how much some Liberal politician was drinking.
Ghosts in the Afterlife
In a partly lucid dream, some other people are dying and passing into a ghost like afterworld. Nobody seems concerned. I know I've recreated a part of the movie Ghost that really irritated me ... all that afterlife crap. One girl in the afterlife with us says the shadow creatures will come and get her. "Why, have you been bad" I ask. Then her ghostly body turns liquid and is drawn through the window, I fly alongside her to see what happens, she metamorphoses into a fish, and someone is pouring clear cold liquid into her fish head throat.
1994 October 19 (Wed)
Dinner Party with In-Laws
There is a large dinner and all my in-laws and relations are there, I don't know what's going on.
Driving to Canberra with Big Pus
I'm looking though a vast set of photographs in a folding envelope, as I focus on one, I become a part of it and am reliving it or recreating it like a documentary. Many of the photos are of my 6 months living in Canberra (I actually don't have any photos of Canberra). Some photos recreate my drive up there. I stop the VW by the ocean, I'm really hot in all of the photos and seem to be trying to cool off by lying back in various places around my flat, or, in one of them I'm in mid-leap jumping into the surf to cool off. The photo collection is extensive and shows almost every aspect of the (fictional) time I spent in Canberra. I'm driving down along highways that stretch to the horizon. I stop to rest and rearrange all of my belongings that are piled up in the back of the car (the back bench-seat has been removed as in real life). For some reason I know, I've brought some of the cats with me, I call "pus pus" to see who's in the far back of the car. A black cat timidly peeps out, is it Ratbag? No it's Big Pus (who died in late 1990). I look closely at him as he approaches, looking for the triangular white patch under his chin. It's him. I become LUCID ... I think "It's a wonderful to be alive in my dreams", I known I'll lose lucidity soon or wake up, and where I'd normally fly off or modify the dream, now I want to pat Big Pus and enjoy his presence that I have accidentally conjured up. I look around and savour the feeling of knowing I'm dreaming. The air is thick warm and sweet and I wonder why I would dream of such a strange environment, being in my car with my belongings and Big Pus, stopped by the side of the road on the way the Canberra, and it's all happening inside a photograph. I pat Big Pus under the chin, he sits and rolls slightly with my scratching, then gently bites the inside edge of my hand playfully like he used to. I'm amazed at the fidelity of my dream. It's gone.
1994 October 20 (Thu)
Climbing a Tree
I am standing at the base of a large and beautifully structured tree, I think I'm with Gaye who my neighbour in Canberra, she wants to climb up the tree as far as possible to enjoy the view and proximity to one of natures works. I want to "hang on" as I'm still eating, and I'm into the best part, desert, A rich and delicious chocolate basket or cup with cream inside (there's too much cream for my liking actually). I want to climb with her so I cram the last piece of desert into my mouth, cream is bulging out of my mouth, it's hilarious.
Abseiling
An unknown mentor and myself are abseiling down the outside of mirrored office building or hotel. He is showing me how to dangle this thick strand of oozing rubbery blue substance down the side of the windows below me, then when it sticks several floors below, to drop down and dangle under it and repeat the process, thereby lowering ourselves to the ground. At the ground, it seems to be outside the elegant foyer of a large hotel, and I believe we have just performed a daring robbery. There is some commotion inside, so we may have been discovered. I rush over to a black Porsche and jump in, it's hard to steer past the parked cars, but I'm off and away down a long winding road.
Papillon in the Forest
I am watching (and sometimes inside) a documentary, it looks a bit like Papillon. There is a race of noble natives living in a forest, they have roads strung amongst the trees and are busy going about their business. Suddenly poisonous darts start flying into them, the whole tribe is being killed where they stand, I see the blackened faces of the evil killers, it's another Indian tribe, they must in the employee of some higher evil western company. One old man survives by hiding inside a tank of water and breathing through a straw. The evil natives jab spears into the water in case someone is there, but they miss him. He is the only survivor, there is no one to pass on the stories and history of his culture. He has no dignity now.
In the PCUG Offices
I'm inside a vast bustling office that seems to be the home of the Melbourne PC User Group, but it's as busy and chaotic as a public service department. I'm typing requests into a strange screen that is attached to the wall, I manage to retrieve some e-mail, and I'm pleased to find someone has finally responded to the letter is posted in the Star Trek interest area a few weeks ago. The first mail item is not about Star Trek though, he's asking a stupid question about having multiple drive letters. I want to be able to move the mail from Unix back to my PC but I don't know the correct commands. There is a softly spoken bearded chap sitting nearby who tells me some commands to enter, I can hardly hear him, the commands are long and cryptic, I think he's drawing out the lesson to show off, and he's not explaining the point of these commands. I want to tell him I'm not a dummy, I just want to know about the mail commands. A train line seems to run behind the wall containing the screen I'm using, and as a train goes past, the surface of the screen starts to peel off like gladwrap due to the vibrations. This is useless ... I wander off in disgust.
Arriving and Undressing
I'm in a changing booth taking off my bulky clothes, there are other friends doing the same around me, I can clearly see a young lady nearby, and she can she me getting undressed, but we don't care. Finally, we've all changed and retreated into a comfortable lounge room for some sort of drinks and snacks, I don't know what the occasion is. I take some of the other people's clothes upstairs to keep of out the way.
1994 October 21 (Fri)
Four major dreams, I can only remember two of them. Much forgotten. In June 1998 I attempt to complete the shorthand descriptions I've left from 1994.
At Paul's House
A long dream of amazing clarity, colour and complexity. It's a shame I didn't complete the description, I guess it would have been too time consuming.
I'm at Paul house in Williamstown (it's not really his house). I'm wandering around the sun roof which has a cast iron fence around it. Below I can see a swimming pool and a BBQ under way. While chatting to a neighbour a Police helicopter drifts down from the sky and has a spectacular crash in front of us, blades whirring to a stop as the front undercarriage is crushed flat. No one seems to be hurt or particularly concerned. I walk out of the house and through narrow streets into the centre of town. I'm walking the wrong way against a crowd. Some kids dressed like 1970s punks try to annoy me, I beat them off without effort. There seems to be a mass exodus out of town, I decide to get in a car and drive off, but it won't start. I see a small girl who seems troubled, I invite her into the car and we drive off.
Into The Labyrinth
Huge trees removed, Marcia negotiating, ask workers, research buildings. Over hill, crawl across sand (Dune), reach stone maze, strange races arriving as workers, guards weak, super strength, more guards in bizarre uniforms.
I see some huge trees being removed. Marcia is negotiating with the worker as I walk toward some research buildings in the distance. The scene around me is like a quarry full of sand dunes with scattered small buildings and groups of tall trees. As I come over a hill I see a vast rolling desert of cavernous sand dunes stretch out before me (I'm reminded of the move Dune). I'm crawling through the desert across the dunes. Remaining hidden, I see various strange races of humanoid creatures arriving as workers. I go down to find out what's going on, suspecting they need help. The evil looking guards approach me, but despite their intimidating appearance they are so weak that I'm like Superman and can easily brush them aside. More guards arrive in bizarre uniforms.
There is a large gap in the dream log at this point, mainly due to being busy with work, or simply forgetting to make entries. The frequency and bizarre variety of dreams has been unrelenting, including one beautiful lucid dream where I was floating and bobbing on the breeze as I flew high over the suburbs, drifting amongst the tops of giant fruit trees.
1994 December 10 (Sat)
Adventures on the Train to Talwood
Marcia and I are on a train going to Talwood (where Auntie Dolly Lives in Queensland). At least I think it's a train, it seems to change size and shape, but there are rails! We pass through a vast variety of territory and climates, it seems to randomly fluctuate between day, twilight, and night. We stop for adventures at various places along the way. Marcia has dismantled the security controls to a booth outside an outdoor drive-in, the guard arrives and gives here an invoice, we look at it and scoff, refuse to pay, and wander off. I get mixed up with a weird inbred looking family who are fascinated by me, their young daughter keeps trying to cuddle up to me and kiss me, I try to placate her and be polite. The whole family is so weird, they live in a ramshackle house full of musty junk, in fact they feel a bit threatening at times. I manage to make an excuse to leave, the young girl follows me up the driveway with a morose look on her face, I give her a little kiss on the cheek, her eyes brighten in surprise, "Yuk" I say to her jokingly. I wander off. The train continues on, sometimes climbing steep hills of winding track that surely couldn't take a real train.
It's some kind of Holiday Park. Everyone is moving to another location for leisure activities of their choice. We seem to skate down a long highway at high speeds, chatting as we go. The activities include some 'expensive' and 'exclusive' ones, a lovely young athletic looking lady who I seem to know, asks me if I want to 'chip in' and go racing car driving, Hmmm, okay, I agree. I wander off.
The Nuclear "Sound and Light" Show
A large crowd of excited people are scattered around in a large building like an aircraft hanger, we are awaiting the start of a 'light & sound' show of unknown content. The inside has been constructed like a movie set, there is a large lake with a rocky shore. People are sitting around the lake, some are in the water. The lights dim and the walls illuminate and take on a 3D effect so they seem to stretch to the horizon. There is a rumble of thunder, and in the far distance an explosion seems to be rising in a cloud out of the ground, what sort of explosion is it? The cloud expands into a mottled hemispherical ball ... it's a Nuclear Explosion ... Shit. In incredible slow motion, we see something the human eye could never see: an expanding plasma fireball from a fission explosion. It turns grey and white and expands to fill the horizon. The shock wave passes through the crowd but we're not really scared, as it's only a show, but it certainly is spectacular. Suddenly the air is split with debris thrown out and up from the explosion, some of it raining down, some of it streaming past us as if shot out of a cannon. One huge white ball of what seems to be ice rockets out of the 3D wall toward me. I lean to the side and it passes just over my shoulder and reach out to lightly touch it as it passes by (just as one can gently reach out and brush their finger tips over the rapidly spinning blades of a fan, and have no fear). I feel a thin layer of ice on my fingers. When the explosion is exhausted, people wander around and into the lake to pick up and inspect the debris.
I'm in a small bus that is taking a prisoner somewhere, regular passengers are allowed onto the bus, but must sit near the front, away from the prisoner. It's night when the bus starts off, but now it's day, and the bus is hurtling at high speed (I see 130-140 kph on the speedometer) down a winding dirt road, I'm sitting with a friend at a position that seems to be at the back and upper deck of the bus. The bus seems to have to walls or substance now, we a hurtling down the windy road, it's much too dangerous to be going at this speed. The bus almost misses a turn, and the rear upper part where we are seated is ripped away from the bus, spins around and comes to rest, we are okay, but I'm worried about the person who was sitting on my right. The bus returns to look for us, the other person in the back seat is fine.
I'm floating in space with a friend, inside an artificial universe of astronomical size, fragile fractal coloured objects stretch out to infinity all around us, the objects are self-similar and are lined up in a roughly cubical array, like being surrounded in a hall of mirrors. I'm explaining that it is in fact an enormous computer simulation, the universe is not infinite, but its capacity is beyond human comprehension. To travel through the universe, you just 'swim' and then accelerate off in the direction of your choice, with practice you can reach incredible speeds relative to the space around you. (When I wake up later, I realise that it was like Neuromancer by William Gibson).
1994 December 12 (Mon)
Dreaming I'm Awake
I have a few related dreams that I'm lying in bed trying to get to sleep. Mum slumps over the bed and tell's me that Dad believed in God, "load of crap" I say.
Playing Volleyball
All forgotten now. I was playing Volleyball.
Mail and Equations
I dream I'm reading and writing large lists of e-mail, possibly using the BlueWave software screen. Lists of complex mathematical equations seem to float in the air around me, as if they are projected holograms.
1994 December 13 (Tue)
Mail and C++
I continue to dream that I am reading and writing e-mail. Complex sets of questions relating to C++ programming are floating around me. As I examine the e-mail lists and questions, I am hovering in mid-air as if I am on an invisible see-saw or trampoline, a most relaxing feeling.
In a Strange Field
I am wandering through a large field of soft green clover and grassy stalks, it's not clear where I am, except that at the centre of the field is a large rectangular building surrounded by an electric fence and a paved area. It's not clear what this building is, but it doesn't seem very threatening. Ray King wanders in, and I offer him a bribe to break through into the place to find out why it's so well protected (he is an electrician after all!). The field is planted at regular intervals with sprinkler heads that are waist high, they can barely be seen amongst the overgrown flora, I wonder how to turn them on. I sit at a square wooden table that rests against the fence, there are papers on the table, the white paper is very bright in the sun.
Dog Fight over a Harbour
I am flying on a bright sunny and hot day in the slightly cooler air a few hundred feet over a wide round harbour ringed with festive bunting clad buildings. It might be Darling Harbour, I'm not sure. I know I'm in a plane, but it's invisible, giving me the feeling that I am sweeping and turning in the thick air under my own power. I'm engaged in a wildly weaving dogfight with a friendly adversary who seems to be in a much larger plane. I'm on his tail, trying to anticipate his next turn to get into a position of advantage, I know there are cheering crowds down below enjoying it all, it doesn't matter who wins, it's all just a summertime spectacular show.
Strange History Lesson
I'm reading an encyclopaedia, and as I read, it seems to be enacted out in reality about me like a 3D TV show (in the dream I remember that this happens a lot, but it doesn't trigger a lucid state). There is an obscure historical article about how in France in the 1700s. Some officers were poisoned by someone who placed a bacterial culture into bottles of wine and then carefully resealed the bottles. Perhaps it's the first ever case of bacteriological warfare.
Mental Musing
As I amble along a wide suburban road on a clear and still day, I look at the world around me, and wonder how it would appear to us if our brains were enhanced by the ability to perform millions or billions of calculations per second like a digital computer. Would distance and time seem different?
1994 December 17 (Sat)
Battle in a Forest
A battle is taking place in a sparse and beautiful forest. Opposing forces are moving in groups through the tress, trying to overtake or cut each other off, the enemy is some sort of powerful alien army with strange weapons. I'm about to be overrun, I use my remaining charges to kill a few of the advancing troops, but it's hopeless. I rise from behind a thin tree and throw my long weapon at them, as it hits their feet there is a low pitched noise and the weapon transforms itself into an opaque milky hemisphere, it seems to be impregnable. I'm now reading the words of a science fiction novel, the pages have the words formed into spherical shapes, the book tells me that I have discovered a new form of defensive shield from a hitherto unknown link between sound and energy. We are now assured of victory against the alien army. I read on and find that it's only a short story, in fact the whole book I'm reading is a collection of short stories. I walk off down a road.
Auntie Dolly calls me
I'm walking down the footpath of a suburban street somewhere in Hampton, someone is asking me questions from inside one of the houses, I realise it's Auntie Dolly talking through the open front door. I'm answering her questions, she's worried for some reason that someone been taking advantage of me, I placate her, and in curiosity decide to walk up to front door and see her.
In the Office, and On The Roof
I'm inside the BMS office, which now occupies 3 floors of cramped space of what is like a British "two up two down". There are staff and visitors everywhere, including some of the old MNCS staff (Jim Lees, some operators, etc) who are trying to start a rather chaotic meeting in one small room. I go for a look around, wondering if I can get up on the roof. At the top of narrow stairs on the 3rd floor is a small room with 2 unmade double beds in it, I figure someone is down from interstate. I climb up on a table and unlatch a crumbly old cover that leads to the roof and poke my head through. There is a rickety old skeleton of a gardening shed, and a small area of lawn. I climb through with some difficulty and wander around the roof. Some others I don't know arrive to set up a small cocktail part of some type, someone gives me a tumbler with a delicious cocktail, perhaps a Mai Tai, I pour the remaining ice from another glass into my cocktail to make it even colder.
Kylie Minogue & Elle McPherson
I see a Kylie/Elle manikin, half plastic, part real.
1994 December 18 (Sun)
Too many to remember, only these few remain.
A Jumbled Wandering Adventure
Talking to Rick and walking down to Toyota, waiting and patting a black cat. Walking back to St. Kilda, through a twilight 'mall', followed by 4 Korean boys singing an 'a cappella' hymn, they start a fight and dispute which I avoid by walking upstairs, across the shopping centre and down again. The Skeptics are meeting in a small room.
Neil is Dead
Seeing Neil, it's really his brother, Neil was killed in French Guyana, no one in the family will explain.
F16 Flight Plans
Planning for a flight in an F16, deciding what manoeuvres to perform and 'how to recycle fuel'.
1994 December 19 (Mon)
Neil is Alive
I see Neil, tell him I dreamt he was dead the night before.
1994 December 20 (Tue)
Went to bed early (22:00) and got up at 09:00, too many dreams to remember, only fragments remain. Overall, it was a night of stunningly clear and colourful dreams, full of long meandering stories.
Wild Adventures in Sydney
I'm on a train heading into Sydney centre, we go past and over Garden Island Dockyard, there are ships and people everywhere, bustling with activity under bright lights that diffuse everything with a yellowing glow. I seem to have forgotten my shoes, I'm only wearing moccasins, I decide to get off and take a train immediately in the direction I came from (I want to minimise embarrassment). While waiting at the platform, a big bloke tries to steal my wallet, I punch him in the stomach, he ignores me, whacks my wallet and causes a few coins to spill out (some on the tracks), I reach over and pick them up --GAP-- I'm now heading into Sydney, I seem to be flying and zooming down amongst the buildings and bridges. People are waiting for me milling around in a park, one family seems to be enacting out a grim play where the father shoots people around him and groups of people fall down dead, weird. I stop for a chat to two women, one of them is Elaine Davies, I say to her "This is a dream, isn't it fabulous, we're asleep", she smiles at me, she seems to be having a good time too, I pause and say "Haven't we done this before?" --GAP-- I'm on a wildly weaving roller coaster --GAP-- I'm in a restaurant far above the city, a big muscular man picks up a small man dressed like a gangster and throws him over a wall, then jumps after him and seems to transform into a huge plaid parachute, they are gone.
Birds & Cats
I'm near the entrance to a railway tunnel, a mudlark (or a caricature of a mudlark) with a big droopy stomach drifts in and lands nearby, as I watch it, it's face transforms into a smiling tabby cats face, I think it's Eeek's face.
It's impossible to remember more details, only an overall impression of the colourful and intricately interwoven stories remains. The elapsed time of the dreams seems well over an hour. Often I seemed to be an audience member watching a complex and bizarre TV show with plots spliced together from hundreds of authors on psychotropic drugs.
1994 December 21 (Wed)
Before going to sleep this night, I watched part 3 of 4 of an American TV drama called Wild Palms. It's like a meld of Miami Vice and Brazil, and I hope its dreamy surreal nature will influence my dreams (it doesn't seem to, except maybe for the image a sword being handed to James Belushi as his "briefcase").
An IBM Meeting
I'm in a large convention centre, perhaps it's inside a hotel. I wander into a large room full of people, they are gathered for some sort of computer industry function. I can see Graham Jane over in the distance, he has a large area of a desk to himself, with papers, phone, and monitor. He seems quite busy. I see some of the chaps from the PCUG OS/2 interest group. It seems to be full of IBM related people. It sure is relaxed, people are laying back in huge beds, I'm resting comfortably also, there is another man in the bed also (I seem to know him). The beds are so large that it's like sharing a vast sofa. I push a large wad of doona cover off the end of the bed with my feet, and relax to enjoy the conference or whatever it is. The tall chap who has taken over the OS/2 interest group in 1995 walks past and says "Hi Greg", then throws a bundle of notes for me to browse (my friend is impressed that I'm recognised amongst the crowd).
Storming a Castle
--GAP-- The convention centre is transformed into the interior of a castle, the walls are now huge roughly hewn rectangular blocks of brown granite, the crowd has disappeared. It seems like a game of Wolfenstein, people are trapped inside, and I must get them out. Someone distracts the 'baddies' inside, and I pull small bricks out from around a high window, just wide enough to squeeze through and jump down into the interior of the castle. A mostly forgotten dispute mixed with verbal trickery ensues, and for no apparent reason (except that it's all like a game), a woman swings a broadsword across the neck of a young princely looking blonde man and severs his head right off (at a slightly oblique angle). There is no blood, he may not even be human. This seems to signal the end of the whole scenario.
Hiding from the Chinese
I'm talking to an elderly man who tells me he can speak fluent Chinese (it's hard to believe, as he has a rounded English accent). It seems he worked in China for many years, perhaps as some sort of diplomat. I begin a lesson in Chinese with him and some others. We wander around looking at various objects, and someone is telling us their names in Chinese. The names are very weird, and it sounds like Mandarin due to the exaggerated tonal fluctuations mixed with unexpected glottal stops (pak mah ungh, dow toh cha, ta te waha, etc). I try to simply remember the sounds like birdcalls, knowing that I can regurgitate them later and learn the contexts. I muse over how simple the Latin languages are, and try to remember how I felt the first time I tried to remember hundreds of French verbs and nouns.
There is a change ... we seem to be living in a large communal hut with walls made out of planks of wood inaccurately hammered upright into the frame. I feel like I've been living amongst Chinese peasants in this hut for a long time, but I don't really belong here. I have an image of looking through a door in mid-air into a green and foggy land, it's Japan, I can hear staccato atonal Japanese being spoken in the distance, then it vanishes. We are being invaded by the Chinese army. Everybody flees except a few of us who believe it's best to hide cleverly inside the hut and let the soldiers pass by. I slip through a tiny trapdoor in the floor and hide on the ground under the floor in the dry dirt. My mind is acutely aware of potential danger, and I explore every possibility of how the soldiers may discover me. The wind is whipping through the foundations of the hut, a find the darkest most uninviting position, and partly drape a flapping canvas over me to as to break up any visual body line (a commando trick). It seems to work for a while, I can hear the footsteps of searching soldiers above me for many minutes, then fingers jut through the floorboards and someone gets the tiniest feel of the end of my foot before I foolishly withdraw it. This arouses their suspicions, and hands start groping around for me. Somehow a Chinese soldier has crawled under the floor and found me, I lunge out and grab his head in a vice like grip, I seem to totally overpower him and he is almost suffocated. I thrust a long knife deep into the gap between his ribs roughly where his heart is, he twitches and slumps in my grip, dead.
1994 December 22 (Thu)
Sperm
There has been some sort of great event recorded in the media, people are milling around outdoors, and there is a festival feeling in the air. Apparently it is a time when sperm is produced and collected. I'm watching a drama unfold, someone is carrying a small glass vial to collect sperm (I dread to think how). It seems that the best sperm is obtained from huge muscular men, so this character is wandering through a large crowd on a bright sunny day, stalking a large man who seems to be Arnold Swartzenegger. Arnold and the other men accompanying him enter a private apartment block and disappear. Our character somehow climbs some stairs and climbs over a barbed wire fence on to the roof of the apartments. Arnold is up there with some other body builders, it's quite threatening being surrounded my the large men, but a deal can be struck.
Upon waking I realised that this idea of fertility festivals may been taking from the novel 'Flesh' by Phillip José Farmer.
Playing in an Orchestra
I've wandered into an orchestra that is setting up outdoors to play to an audience that has gathered around the foot of a small hill. The orchestra members are scattered about the flattened face of the hill, there is a large open tent to protect them and add an air of formality to the event. I'm having a lighthearted argument with some other friends about what instruments we will play, and what music will be played. I quickly grab a cornet as everybody sits to begin playing. Where's the music? Myself and other chap playing the clarinet have no music. The orchestra starts playing 'Also Sprach Zarathustra' by Richard Strauss. I reach over to an empty music stand and grab a handful of parts and shuffle through them looking for the correct ones. I find one labelled 'clarinetto' and give to the chap next to me. I find one labelled 'cor', that's close enough, I'll transpose. The cornet is not very good, and it's difficult to hold a note exactly in tune, I drop the volume a bit so as not to upset the other players.
Decimal Conversions
Someone is asking me how to convert values into a format that can be exchanged between different sorts of computers. I tell them to convert it into hexadecimal characters and right justify them. I see a string a hex digits forming in front of my eyes. Someone else is asking for a printout on 15x11 inch paper. I try to convince them that they should use condensed printout listings from a laser printer. They're not convinced, so I indicate a pile of A4 listings about 10 inches high, and explain that if the same listings were printed on 15x11 inch paper, then it would be about "this high" (indicating about 2 feet high with my hand).
Upon waking, I realise that the contents of this dream are total rubbish.
Falling Off a Plane
I'm travelling south towards Melbourne on the top of a twin engine plane. I seem to be lying along the top of the fuselage, like a surfboard rider. I don't seem concerned, I'm just enjoying the ride. I have the feeling I'm return from an interstate business trip, and I'm not quite sure if I'm supposed to stop in Melbourne, I might be in transit to other city. The plane stops at Moorabbin airport and taxis down to the end of an unmade airstrip. I wonder if the plane is going to stop, but it turns 180º and prepares to take off again. I can see the lips of the air traffic controller moving, probably giving clearance for another take-off. The plane accelerates and takes of with me still riding on the roof, it banks gently over Cheltenham and turns north-west, I think I must be on my way to Adelaide. The plane gathers height slowly, and I look for landmarks such as major roads or other airports. The top of the plane has become a bit slippery and I push my foot against the right wing to regain my balance, I know there's are spinning prop down there somewhere and I don't want to stick my foot into it. Suddenly I slip right off the roof and slide down the length of the right wing which has turned as slippery as butter. I fall into space, arms outspread like a parachutist leaping backwards out of a door, as I fall past the fuselage I can see sunlight horizontally through the cockpit windows briefly revealing silhouettes of the flight crew, who don't know I'm falling. The plane dwindles above me, and wonder what it will be like to die falling into the ground from a high altitude. I wake up.
This is a mini-nightmare. I wake instantly and find the hair on the back of my neck is stiff and upright, fuelled by a small adrenaline release.
1994 December 23 (Fri)
Rare Animals
I with Paul and some others, we are looking around the cages in a large and spacious outdoors zoo. There are strange and beautiful animals in the cages. I don't know why, but I feel that they are all endangered.
Mercedes off the road
I am on a narrow road that passes through low grassland, I'm with Craig and Stewart from work. I'm discussing C++ programming with Craig, and Stewart gets into his Mercedes and drives off a high speed, he fails to take a corner at a distant T-intersection and his car plunges into the grasslands in a paddock. Stewart doesn't seem to care, he's driving round-and-round back-and-forth, trying to find a way back onto the road, it looks rather comical with an expensive car roving around in a paddock like it's lost in a cross-country rally.
1994 December 24 (Sat)
There were simply too many dreams to remember this morning. I recall that there were at least 6 overlapping dreams with different themes to them. I woke early, irritated and restless, then memory of the all of the dreams faded rapidly.
1994 December 25 (Sun)
Bushfire and Rock Concert
I am wandering through lovely peaceful bushland that slopes up from a gentle hill to a dirt road that winds through the native trees and scrub. I meet up with some people who are gathering for an outdoors rock concert, they are gathering in small groups and making comfortable places on mats and rugs. I think I'm talking to Ian Butler, we look up into the sky and see ochre coloured clouds drifting across the sky ... it's a bush fire ... it seems quite close. I wander back down towards the road and discover that the undergrowth is smouldering and nearby trees have flames leaping up their trunks. I'm not really concerned for anyone's safety, as the fire doesn't seem severe. I'm hopping through the burning grass, not really concerned, even when I realise I'm only wearing thick woolly socks on my feet --GAP-- I'm getting a high-speed ride in a fire engine, quite exciting. I return to the rock concert, where any concern about the bush fire is totally forgotten. I join a group of people behind the stage where the concert is in full swing, an all female rock-band is playing, I can hear the music quite clearly, and follow the lip-sync of one of the nearest girls as she leans into the microphone. I'm so close to the band that I feel I might have become mixed up with the 'sound crews'. The concert slowly deteriorates into a kind of slapstick comedy and people are throwing things off the stage into the audience, someone even throws a large black dog into the crowd.
A Crazy Movie Review
I am simultaneously a participant and an audience member as a feature mvice is being filmed or reviewed (it's hard to say which it is). It's a crazy adventure movie, full of violence and action, the main character is John Travolta (shades of Pulp Fiction). The plot is forgotten, but it revolves around being chased by Travolta and valiant attempts to thwart his advance, it involves: Covering him with aerosol spray and igniting it, smashing him in the head with furniture, even shaving his chest in some kind of deception. The action is so good, that the chase scene is repeated 3 times, slightly different each time. The final scene has James Bond getting into a car and driving off into the distance for no apparent reason.
Visiting My Old Work
I have walked into the basement carpark off Patterson Street at No.1 St.Kilda road and found some of the staff members having an informal meeting. I know most of the faces, but don't know them really well. We get into a discussion about security, and someone implies that I broke security. I'm a bit angry, and I start a logical defence of the programs that I wrote --GAP-- I'm alone now, and there's a large pile of rubbish in the carpark. For some reason I want to collect them and take them out onto the road (which has suddently outside the door on the opposite side of the building). I want to use the PKZIP program to compress the physical objects to make them easier to transport.
This part of the dream log remained incomplete for just over 3 years. In June 1998, while attempting to restart the Dream Log it was necessary to try and complete the old unfinished entries in this section. Unfortunately, after so long, no more than incoherent flashes of memories remain from these dreams. This is rather sad, as some of the dreams were startlingly complex and charged with meaning.
1994 December 26 (Mon)
Hiking Through Europe
The whole of Europe seems to be the size of a city suburb. I travel along winding mountain roads between the various countries. Details forgotten by June 1998.
Meeting Various People
Details forgotten by June 1998.
A Pool Party
Details forgotten by June 1998.
1994 December 27 (Tue)
Map of England
The whole of England is laid out under my feet in the form of a street directory where all the pages have been tiled together. The whole of England at this scale must be half a kilometre across. I walk from London to Edinburgh and see all the detail of the roads and country colour-coded down to minute detail. Details forgotten by June 1998
1995 January 02 (Mon)
Ken's Old House
I arrive at Ken and Karen's house, but it's not the house they live in, I've never seen it before. The house seems to be full of antique wooden statues and furniture. Details forgotten by June 1998
1995 January 03 (Tue)
Adventures By The Yarra River
Details forgotten by June 1998.
The Last Astronaut
I can only remember I was in my parent's home in Frankston, everything was sepia coloured, something poignant had happened the future of exploration of space, and I was the last astronaut.
1995 January 16 (Mon)
Flying
I can only remember leaving a large outdoor exposition, something like the Royal Show or Expo. Amongst the flowing crowd outside the gates I see my mother and her friend Joyce standing in the road chatting. On seeing my dead mother I realise I'm dreaming and become lucid. I decide it's best not to hang around, so I lazily stretch out my arms and fly off.
1995 February 23 (Thu)
Swimming with Dolphins
At Stonier's Winery guests are wandering around. There is a huge transparent tank of water with a dolphin swimming inside, I join others to swim in the tank. The water has no density. We float (fly) around, my feet are brushed by the dolphin, I perform somersaults to the amusement of those watching.
Party with Pop Stars
Chatting to various music celebrities at a party, including Molly Meldrum about Rick's hit info and his e-mail address, and Shirly Strachan about the songs Smut and Jukebox in Siberia. Later there's a party aboard an ocean liner. A uniformed man jumps into water to save a woman, he knows he'll drown. I see the interior of the ship's ballroom like it's on a TV show, I see the stunned faces of the guests as it descends into the silent depths.
1995 March 11 (Sat)
French Word for Windows
A dream so realistic, that, when I woke I thought it had actually happened. I had loaded the French language version of Windows and Word for Windows, I had opened the manual (which was printed in landscape), run dialogue boxes and read the translations, run the spell-checker and thesaurus, discussed it with Marcia, and even played samples through the sound card. The only thing that made the dream unreal upon waking was the fact that the events took place in varying places around the back rooms of the house, sometimes on the back veranda, sometimes in the lounge room, but always it was a clear and beautiful sunny afternoon.
1998 June 19 (Fri)
Visual Basic 5
Details forgotten, something metaphorical to do with programming in Visual Basic 5.
Boarding a plane
Details forgotten, something to do with boarding a plane, a wedding was taking place nearby.
Sexy changing room
Most details forgotten. I'm in a cluttered area in a clothes shop talking to a lady I know. Next to me, a slim lady has just slipped into what seems to be a tight black bathing suit made of soft leather, she slinks out of the changing area slowly wiggling her backside like a model on a catwalk.